One hour early - not too bad lol

Why is the picture so small??!!! Anyway I handed in the assignment and say goodbye to the miserable stressed out life. Not sure how long it will last. Maybe one day... Oh i just remembered I got to do the 2121 lab... k.. Anyway.. No assignment on me now.. New assignments...please give me a little time to breathe...

Feeling happy

I'm glad that I finally have got time to talk to Jenny now. And I'm more glad that she is talking to me... I like her so much. I just can't get her off my mind. Although I am a little unpleasant about she saying she can't think of me when I am not talking to her... But who cares, I love her and she can really make me happy. She just has the power to make me happy with one word however depressed I was. Her voice is so sweet. I love her so much. I just want spend my life with her.xD

Today is a good day. I didn't get too sick after the 10 hour straight classes... Instead I feel pretty conscious now!(you can imagine what I normally would be at the end of tuesday....) Pressure is still killing me. But I should always find the way to make me happy.

When you are close to God you feel the happiness. I have been lost for too long. Now I feel I'm getting closer to God. It's really great. You just can't imagine how powerful is God's love. He is addictive! I love him because he can always give me the strength to let me feel happy even in the darkest time of my life.

Lousy day....

Got a serious headache today... Mainly because there was this cold wind that blows directly to the back of my neck on the whole Richard's lecture... My neck was like frozen, and my head started to hurt simultaneously... You gotta accept it's really autumn now, no matter how unwilling you are... On my way home I was really frozen in a thin T-shirt...
It just occurred to me that it's pretty amazing how frequently email is used here. I got to check my email everyday and it isn't a easy work! Reading email has become sort of the most important thing to do for each day! I just remember when I was in China I sort of never use email except when I need to activate a count or get my password back. All the people use IM softwares to communicate in China and they rarely use emails. One of my friends didn't even have a email and lived a good life until he got here and realise he can't survive without an email acount here! In Australia people use email all the time and rarely use IMs. Maybe it's just a culture thing?
I'm getting more and more into my new hair now. I really like it. I feel cool. It's convenient. You never need to worry about you hairstyle. And shower is like the easiest thing to do on the world now. It takes less than 5 minutes, and if I skip the soaping part, it takes about one minute, no kidding. I love the feeling.

Final solution?

So today Rupert our tutor was marking our design task, and he was reading our report, and he saw at the bottom of our report we had a "Final Solution",he suddenly burst to laugh...(the design task is about the Enigma machine which is used by Germans during the WWII) I was like, what are you laughing for? And he just googled the term Final Solution then hignlighted the first line on the wikipedia definition, it reads"The Final Solution (German: Die Endlösung) was Nazi Germany's plan and execution of the systematic genocide of European Jews ". I was like..er....I didn't know that... I didn't mean that... It's a mistake you should not made when you are doing something related to Germany at WWII!! sorry....but lol

The agreement with Jenny on the issue of Seven

The solution of the issue of Seven:

1. Each one should inform the other whenever he(she) talked to Seven and the content of the conversation should also be informed without deceit
2. Harry Hao should marry Jenny Zhang whenever Jenny Zhang(张琪&张瑛棋） arrives Sydney.

Validate from today,11/04/2009

:)

Yes! A brand new look!

LOL I finally decided I will never get used to the artistic hair cut so I let Johnson gave me a buzz cut!
yeah I lot of ppl would say I don't look as good as the previous one but it's my hair isn't it... The previous hair may looks better but I can't stand the staring and pointing... This hair may not as good but it's at least normal... I suppose...
Here is the new look!


It's not that bad isn't it! At least I like it! And I like the feeling of washing my hair... It's a completely new feeling to me...lol...

This is what they call a BAD HAIR DAY

So I decided to let Johnson cut my hair, and after an hour's work in a disability toilet... When I saw my hair in the mirror,I was nearly passed out.. WTF!!! Despite of he cut my hair beside my forehead bold...He made all these strips on my temple and that's so stupid...I am not a GANGSTA!
So this is how my hair looks, ridiculous...
And at the same night, my teeth started to hurt because I'm growing my wisdom teeth... Why do the bad things all come together... God...Please help me...

You drag me into your black list

so you dragged me into your black list, again. It seems it's so easy for you to do something like that. The truth is you don't care about me that much. You say you care about me but it is not true, I think you should know it. The people care about me wouldn't mad at me all the time, make me sad all the time. You were just being selfish. You think the relationship is all about you. But it's not. You've been treating me like a shit. You don't know how unfair you've been treating me. You make me do things you can't even do.
I know you don't love me. Because I loved you. When I love you, I do anything to make you happy. I wouldn't do anything that upsets you. But you are not , you will mad at me, argue with me just because you are not happy. I know that's not love because I've been act like this recently. I think I am not that love you as before any more. And when I'm no longer loving you like before, I became you, I act exactly like you.
I don't know where is it going. No matter what I did, you dragged me into the black list, I don't think this relationship is going anywhere. You selfish bitch.